(See the end of the work for more notes.) Title from Something In the Way by Nirvana Ignore the outrages amount of commas in this work it’s the only life I know or if it sucks, since i suppose that is also an option. but in all seriousness, if there is absolutely anything that I can correct in this story or change, please let me know and I will fix it/take it down. also, I need to explore sapphic steve at some point. also, I just think steve is really pretty and deserves to feel pretty in every way possible, what can I say! and this is just part of my little lesbian agenda to make every character in this godforsaken show queer. Anyway, I'm not sure why I wrote this as I am not trans but I was high when I wrote this and needed to write something angsty and comforting. I'm so serious I have only read steddie works for the last two months. This is my first fic for this ship and I'm really in deep.
Steve is going through something he can't quite explain. “I don’t think I’m a guy.” He says it before he can stop himself. He doesn’t want to make the connection, he’s trying so hard not to let that thought cross his mind. His shoulders feel too broad and his arms too hairy and his hands calloused and too big.
He wants to wrap his arms around himself but he can’t bring his arms to do it because he cannot think any more about this body of his. He feels like his words and brain have gone through the washing machine and he just wants to say what he’s feeling, but he can’t. “When you called me baby felt weird.” And god, it sounded so much harsher than he had intended but he feels fogged out from the weed and the couple sips of beer he’d taken from Eddie’s bottle when he’d gone to the bathroom.
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“Can you try? Explain what’s going on in that pretty head of yours?”Īnd Steve desperately wants to crack even the smallest of smiles but he feels like he’s going to throw up. Stats: Published: Words: 5352 Chapters: 1/1 Comments: 25 Kudos: 620 Bookmarks: 76 Hits: 3194 i read this thing like 20 times if there are any grammar errors oh well.steve is never beating the baby girl allegations i fear.apologies if this is a bit ooc i was very high when i wrote this !.
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